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eventhough you are smart, you are still allowed to say

"I don't know"

My Holy God.. I soon realized, how depressing it was to make myself feeling burdened 

because of me unwilling to say "I don't know", all this time. 

I guess it is better for me to try saying  

"I don't know yet, let's check it out" 

--me, after reading a tumblr post at Mba Gea's Ilivelearnlove :)

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"then I can’t help seeing that you shone the most among the others"

it was then.
now?

random

At least, the endurance to face the ups and downs during the process and the ability to keep moving ahead constantly even if there happens obstacles and hindrances along the way are what we should appreciate from a stability and continuity.

#damn it is hard to be so.

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and sometimes,
it comes back to you.

don't worry, it won't be long.
I know it is.


Because it is fading away.

tengah malam

when the clock strikes twelve, I wonder if it will end cinderella-ly

or will it end like nothing has passed?

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di tengah malam seperti ini,
dalam keadaan terjaga, kadang pikiran sulit ditentukan arahnya.
hell yeah this is uncontrollable!


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when the midnight comes,
the knight of thought is in the utmost power.


the mind is drifting swiftly here and there, walking through dimensions, creating expectations, drawing hopes and dreams, or even only night-dreaming..

rolling time

hey Dear Reader, do you realize that time is always moving forward?

well just - have you really realize how fast it can be?
not waiting for anyone nor anything
not willing to halt even a moment
it is simply going straight ahead, ahead, and ahead
there won't be turning back.

Kakak-kakakku kelas XII di SMANSA bakal officially-released alias dilepas hari ini.
Yap, hari ini lagi Pelepasan kelas XII, atau bahasa kerennya ya wisudaan lah.


Well, karena waktu terus bergulir
suatu ketika akan tiba juga masanya aku yang diwisuda *Insya Allah taun depan, amiiin*


SMA Negeri 1 Purwokerto taun ini lulus 100% Alhamdulillah
lalu dalam beberapa jam, angkatanku bakal nggak punya kakak kelas
we'll be the oldest students in the term of class in a few hours.

the room

Sometimes I wanna share everything, as much as I can, to the world

But I do understand, that the world is willing to hold for some things, not all.

Sometimes the desire to say out loud what's inside my mind was just too overwhelming to be handled.

But I do realize, that not every single thing is supposed to be non-classified.

There is this place, that everyone of us possess, at least one place for each of us.

The place that is special for one and only one person.

Sometimes the boundaries of that place is somehow-clear and somehow-blur.

It is the Privacy.

At least one place as private-area that belongs to every man in the world

It is the Mind.