Friday, October 22, 2010

want it so badly

well, lagi-lagi ini tentang student exchange stuff, dear Reader.
This may be very unimportant, so I suggest you to jump out right now rather than reading my stuffy-bouncy feeling


udah lama aku pengen ini, sejak tau ada yang seperti ini
dan tambah pengen setelah tau lebih banyak tentang pertukaran pelajar ini
aku bahkan bisa nangis saking pengennya, setelah membaca tulisan-tulisan para exchange student yang sedang atau sudah selesai menempuh their "11 months for a lifetime"
damn, I want it soooo badly!


aku udah sejauh ini. sadar nggak sadar suka ngeluh juga about this very very very long and tiring process, complicated, and somehow nerve-straining.
tapi kalo aku inget aku udah sampe sini, sejauh ini
meskipun mungkin masih jauh banget menuju apa yang aku bener-bener pengen,
aku nggak mau kendor disini. nggak mau.


aku mau pake hukum I Newton, sekali jalan ya jalan terus
aku nggak mau berhenti, sekali berhenti maka aku mati, nggak bisa jalan lagi


sesak, karna aku pengen banget bener-bener pengen menyelesaikan proses ini
sampai di titik yang aku impikan


for once in lifetime, AFS Exchange Student


Ya Rabb The Only One I believe in, I know I can give a try with all my might because You are leading me.
Even for all, I know I could only plan and try. You decides.


I believe in You, and follow You with all my heart.
Therefore, please keep and lead me in Your Way, Your best plan for me.
I do my very best, I do believe You will do the rest.


I believe.

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