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Have you ever looked at something then you realized that you wanted that so badly?
Have you ever found a picture of someone and/or something then you wanted yourself in that picture, too?
Have you ever read a story of someone's and you wanted a day like that happened to you, too?

Just, have you ever had a feeling like "Oh I wish I had a gorgeous life like hers!"

Well, yes, I have. Those feelings are... inevitably sucks.
with the so called jealousies, envies, and even sometimes it could become hatreds, too.
they are really really really sucks. #pffftt

Isn't it pretty tiring to think about what they have and what we don't have
Like there's never gonna be enough, let alone satisfaction.
I think that's really depressing, exasperating --- totally aggravating.

Post-Midnight Post

Heyya Dear Reader, I feel kinda lost track of time. Here I come with some leftover energy but I'm still writing though lols

Firstly, I want to officially introduce you to my new blog "Life is like a Pen" . I think, ehm, my Life! blog is messy, with my current-super-random blog posts which I poured here. So I decided to have a special space for my ideas that is mostly only a piece of art. Yeah I call them "art", for both exaggerated and modest meanings :)
Please do come and leave some comments for me to be better in expressing my ideas. I would really appreciate your feedback.

Secondly, I do want to write more regularly as now I'm literally unemployed hahaha..
I remember I got promises to fulfill, I got things to write, but somehow I'm not always able to do create a post here. Please wish me be able to be more flexible and brave to face my own standard. Really, sometimes being a perfectionist is suck , LOL!